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Construction Zone……

I really need to start using my tumblr.  Venting, blogging, what ever….

This is why i don’t let people in anymore……

Someone came into my life that i thought i may demolish some walls for……I was actually considering allowing someone inside my personal space.  Today just reminded me why i built the walls in the first place.  Thank you, for reminding me why i took out the permits in the first place.  Thank you very much.  Reconstruction to start immediately!!!!!

Missin Him

Never take things like the sound of a heartbeat for granted.  This weekend i laid on his chest and just listened to his heartbeat.  I can still hear the beat even tho he’s miles away.  21 more months and i’ll be able to fall asleep every nite listening to his breathing and heartbeat.  Its the simple things people take for granted that matter the most.  You don’t realize it till your put in a position where you don’t have that luxury any longer.  Tomorrow is never promised, yesterday is already history thats why today is called the present.  Unwrap your gift and treasure it.  <3

vintagevandalizm:

OMGoodness! LMAO

vintagevandalizm:

OMGoodness! LMAO

The Secret

So i’ve come to the conclusion that being “The Secret” is one huge emotional roller coaster that i can’t seem to get off of. The ride will stop, i’ll release the lap bar, but never get out!  Every time i think i’m ready to get out and walk away that lap bar slams back down and the ride takes off.  Yes, roller coasters are thrilling at times, and perhaps that is the reason for the hesitation about getting off and walking away for good. The thrill!  So now i’m stuck on this continuous ride, trying to figure out if i can keep going without giving myself heart problems, or do i finally need to pull the emergency break.  

Who ever came up with this, and the person that gave it a go, should be given the pink slip.  This is disturbing.  And gross.  I think it is completely tasteless and not at all “cute”.  Thank you once again Luvs for reminding me why i am a Pampers Mom!     

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

My earliest memory i would have to say is right before my sister was born.  My mom was very pregnant and painting the nursery on this little silver latter.  Mint green.  I was 4.